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Monday, December 29, 2008

New Blog

i'm sure from the title of this post you realize i have a new blog. if you didn't figure this out, i would seriously question your common sense. although, some of you don't even have any common sense to question! *coughcough* *nikki* *coughcough* 

moving on! remember my blog 7 Kids. 14 Wings. 1 Chance? i felt bad because juggling two different fanfic blogs at once was too much for me right now, and 7 Kids. 14 Wings. 1 Chance. was getting neglected. so, i decided to change 7 Kids. 14 Wings. 1 Chance. into a blog that revolves around what's going on in my life and any other random things i feel like posting. this way, instead of putting erratic in-between posts whilest writing fanfiction, i can have 1 blog dedicated to fanfic, and 1 blog dedicated to random me. 
this is the link to my new blog: [link]
go back to it every once in a while, will ya? thanks! 
Peace and Hufflemuffins
CJ

Sunday, December 28, 2008

New Graphics

okay, here's a quick post for y'all:

first of all: give me your opinions on the graphics. like them? don't like them? let me know. 
second, i know that i put "new graphics from pyzam" as a choice on the poll. if it ranks he highest, i'll put up more graphics. even if it comes in dead last, i'll probably still keep them up. 
just thought you guys should know that. 
later!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

1000!!!!!!!!!!!! W00T!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh. my. carlisle. i can't believe i got 1000 hits!!!!!!!!! wowness. where in the heck did that come from????????????? yikes. 

i should really do something special. it's not every day your blog gets 1000 hits. hmm.... well, seeing as it's 8:00 at night and i don't feel like thinking, i'm gonna leave it up to you guys. i'll set up a poll on the sidebar for you to vote on. then i'll do whatever it is you guys voted. i'll leave an "other" option, too. since "other" covers a wide range of topics, if you pick "other", be sure to comment on what you had in mind. 
1000 hits..... whoa. 
Peace and Hufflemuffins
CJ

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Compromises Made, Promises Kept

oh my carlisle. this is it. it's the official last chapter in Behind Closed Eyes. it's always kinda weird when a story you've been working on for a while is over. although, with the way i ended it, who knows? there may be room for a sequel... 

but for now, let's just get through the last chapter, shall we? there's really no action in this chapter, i wrote it mostly to sum things up, you know, something to tie it all together before it's over for good. 
Disclaimer: twilight and all of its characters, including the cullens, jacob black, aro, marcus, caius, jane and chelsea belong to the one and only, stephenie meyer. (although, jane was pretty OOC in this story.) 
one last thing: this final chapter is dedicated to taylor lautner. even though he probably doesn't read my blog, i still want it to be out in the open that he has the support of his loyal fans and that if chris weitz had even a single working brain cell, he would cast taylor for jacob in new moon instead of michael copon.   
on with the chapter!
   “So, what you mean to say is, a member of my guard, whom I’ve trusted for centuries, used her power to influence a fellow guard member to kill you both, because she was afraid your telekinetic imprintee would replace her?” Well, when Aro puts it that way…

            “Yup, that pretty much sums it up.” Onyx standing casually in front of the Ancients, arms around my waist. We had just finished telling Aro what had happened the night previously, and he didn’t seem to be taking it very well.

            “Do you two honestly expect me to believe that?” he questioned. Yes, yes we did.

            “You can see if you want to. No one’s stopping you.” I held out my wrist, and Aro lightly placed his paper-smooth fingers on my pulse. We all waited with baited breath for the head of the Volturi to reach a verdict.

            Aro opened his eyes and gave a remorseful smile. “It appears that our friends are telling the truth. My apologies.” He turned to his guard. “Come, we have no more business here.”

            “Wait!” Jane stepped forward tentatively. Aro gestured for her to continue. “Don’t you suppose we owe CJ and Onyx something? After all, had we not come, Chelsea wouldn’t have gone after them.” Aro placed a finger to his lips, contemplating the notion.

Finally, he said, “Well, Jane dear, what do you suggest?”  She bit her lower lip for a moment, deep in thought.

            “CJ?” I looked over at her. “If you ever need anything, anything at all, let me know and you’ve got it, okay?” I nodded.

            “Thank you, Jane. That really means a lot.” She smiled back at me. For a semi-sadistic teenaged vampire, she was pretty cool.

*   *   *

            Well, the Week of Twilight Night is over. Almost. It’s the last night of Twilight Night, and it’s taking place at a street fair. Mom, Dad and Billy were God knows where, Bry and Zach were on line at the Tilt-A-Whirl and Nikki and Luke were going on the Roller Coaster for the third time. Me? I was on the Ferris Wheal, sharing a soft pretzel with my hot werewolf boyfriend. Go figure.

            “One week ago,” I swallowed, “would you have thought you’d have faced down a merciless vampire bent on torturing you to death?” He shook his head.

            “Nope. Then again, I wouldn’t have thought I would meet the love of my life, either.” I blushed. I still couldn’t get over that. I was the love of his life. When the heck did my life get so dang good? “You have some salt on your lip,” he told me suddenly. He bent his head and brushed his lips against mine softly. Yep, no clue what I did to deserve this.

            Suddenly I pulled back. “Wait. Tomorrow, my family, my friends and I are leaving. What will happen to you?”

            “I’ll be wherever you are, of course.” As an afterthought, he added, “That is, of course, assuming you want me to be with you.”

            I rolled my eyes. “Honestly, Onyx. For a smart wolf, you can be pretty oblivious sometimes, can’t ya? Of course I want you to be with me. The only thing is, how?”

            His brow crinkled in confusion. “What do you mean, how? Chelsea’s dead, the Volturi are gone… what’s stopping us?”

            I shook my head. “That’s not what I meant. I mean, where will you live? How will we see each other? I highly doubt Mom and Dad will let my boyfriend move in with us. For all of your strength and maturity, you’re still an unaccompanied minor. You’re too young to live alone, and you don’t have any living relations near me.”

            He munched on his lower lip thoughtfully. “I could always say I’m 18.”

            “Yeah, that’s gonna fly with the government.”

            “I could live as a wolf and phase into a human when I wanna see you. Uncle Billy can take care of the complications with school and stuff.”

            I shook my head again. “I’m a city girl. There’s hardly anywhere for a raccoon to live, much less a werewolf.”

            “Well, you know the territory better than I do. Any ideas?” I thought for a while. How could I get a place near me that Onyx and his little pack could live in, no question asked? Hmm…

            You know how in cartoons when a character gets an idea a light bulb pops up above their head? Cue light bulb.

            “I’ve got it! Remember Jane’s promise?” he looked at me with bewilderment etched across his perfect features. “Jane said to me, and I quote, “If you ever need anything, anything at all, let me know and you’ve got it, okay?” I settled back in the Ferris Wheel cart with satisfaction. Wow, this was one long Ferris Wheel ride.

            “So, what you mean is…” Onyx’s eyes widened in excitement.

            “Exactly!” I nodded my head and bounced up and down in the cart. “Jane promised us anything in return for almost being killed by Chelsea. This is the perfect opportunity to do that! We need a place for you to live, and the Volturi can get us exactly that!”

            He nodded his head thoughtfully. “That’s a great idea,” his mouth stretched into a grin.

            “I just can’t help but wonder how they’ll do it…” I murmured, settling back with Onyx’s arm around me.

            “Don’t you worry yourself over that, love.” He held me tightly to his chest as the Ferris Wheel made its last circle. “Everything’s going to be all right.”

            And you know what? He was right. Everything was all right.               

 


Saturday, December 6, 2008

Wait...Onyx?! What the Heck?!?!?!?!?!?!

this is something that i found so coincidentally weird that i wanted to post it here. check this out:



i wuz bored, so i wuz just surfing through DeviantArt. nothing strange about that. i wuz on RaeOfShadow's (Rachel's) dA page [link] and i wuz just searching though her favorites. i saw this, and the first thought that came into my mind wuz, "whoa, that guy looks exactly like Onyx!" as those of you who are reading my current fanfic know, Onyx is an OC character of my imagination and therefore not real. but this guy is exactly how i pictured him. strange, yeah? 
maybe this will give you guys a better vision of Onyx. the link to the page i c+p this photo from is this: [link] 
check out RaeOfShadow's blog [link] she's an awesome writer and artist and i think you'll enjoy her work as much as i did. 
cya!
Peace and Hufflemuffins
CJ

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

3 Word Answers

heyyyyyy. i know, i know, i haven't posted the next chapter yet, but i'm still in the process of coming up with ideas for it, so you people will just have to be patient!

i did feel kinda bad about not posting anything at all, though. sooooo, i'm gonna do this, even though it's not fanfic, cuz it looks sorta fun, and i'm procrastinating cuz i don't wanna do my homework yet. here goes:
what i am doing: typing this post
what i'm proud of today: controlling my anger
what i'm thinking about: debate class dilemma 
who is home: all of us
plans tonight: typing english assignment
my weekend was: life-scarringly psychotic 
what's for dinner: mom's making pizza
feelings about love: can't describe it
feelings about life: don't waste it
what i need: overcome my shyness
what i want: anti-cheerleader guys
what i have: airheaded, snobby ditzes
my pet-peeve: loud, obnoxious swearing 
guilty pleasure: sugary junk food
what you don't know about me: stresses a lot
what i can hear: my ipod nano
what i can smell: my hand cream
my style: varies with mood
my hairdo: ponytail right now
my outfit: gym uniform (ew!)
my mood: slightly wired up
the weather today: cold and windy
thoughts on parenting: okay right now
thoughts on marriage: only with soulmate 
thoughts on politics: i support obama
thoughts on celebrity gossip: depends on celebrity
thoughts on beauty: love your body
thoughts on sleep: i want more
thoughts on writing: future author here!
my favorite appliance: computer, t.v., phone
my favorite car: cute lil' buggy!
my favorite splurge: hanging with friends
my favorite beauty secret: keep it real!
my favorite treat: lovin' da chocolate!
my favorite everyday pleasure: love to laugh
ten years ago: i was 2
five years ago: i was 6
one year ago: i started middleschool
one year from now: preparing for highschool
five years from now: graduating from highschool
ten years from now: ivy league, baby!
what i'm famous for: goofy and serious
what i'll never by famous for: way i look
who i am: hard to explain
who i hope to be: a successful person
what i'm thankful for: family and friends
well, that wuz... interesting... yeah.
i tag... chanelly, nikki and maura! go! now you have to do this! (keep in mind if you don't i'll get my fluffy bunnies of DOOM to zap you with their cotton candy lasers of DESTRUCTION!!!!!!!!!!) 
explanations: 
  1. no, i'm NOT going to tell you about the debate class thing, so don't bother asking.
  2. when i said i "couldn't describe love", i meant that not only is it too awesome for me to put into words, but i've never actually been in love, so i couldn't give an accurate description.
  3. i feel the "what i want" and "what i need" things are pretty self-explanatory (if you go to my school you know what i mean) i don't hate all cheerleaders, i actually have a friend who is a cheerleader. it's just that almost all of the cheerleaders at my school fit the stereotype so well, it's sickening.
  4. yes, 10 years from now, i plan on studying at an ivy league college. i have high expectations for myself.
  5. nope, i'll never be famous for my looks.
  6. it's kind of hard to explain who i am, especially at this moment in time. if you have any questions on that one, let me know and i'll try to answer it as best as i can.
well, that's all for tonight, i think.

Peace and Hufflemuffins
CJ 

Sunday, November 30, 2008

5th Maximum Ride

hi-hi peoplez!!!!!!!! guess WHAT????????!!!!!!!!!!! can't guess? of course, you can't, cuz this post is totally awesome and random!!!!!!!!!!!! i am literally bouncing in my seat!!!!!!!! i am sososososososososososososo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE 5TH MAXIMUM RIDE NOVEL IS COMING OUT MARCH 17TH!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOO PSYCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND GUESS WHAT IT'S CALLED!!!! *TICKTOCKTICKTOCK* TIME'S UP! AND THE ANSWER IIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSS... MAX!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?????? HOW AWESOME IS THAT?????????????!!!!!!!!!!
i think at first is wuz gonna be called "Water Wings", but i think Max sounds tons better, don't you?
here's a couple of links to where i found out about this:
MAXIMUM-X (you might need an account on the site to see this)- [link]
FantasticFiction.co.uk- [link]
i'll say it again: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faints form fangirl excitement/lack of oxygen*
Peace and Hufflemuffins
CJ

Sunday, November 23, 2008

TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yes, as yo you can probably tell, on Friday evening, right after school, i went to see the Twilight movie!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my edward, emmett and jasper, i loved it beyond words. 
it was so awesome, they should come up with a whole new word just to describe its awesomeness! 
there was plenty of romance and edwellaness to keep me satisfied, and enough to make me go "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW". they followed the story line very closely, with only minor changes. it had everything from port angeles, the day at the beach, the prom, the ballet studio... i could go on all day. at some points, you could even quote lines straight from the book. 
bella's lullaby was even more beautiful than i had imagined it would be.
i didn't expect to laugh during the movie, but there were definitely some funny parts. the meeting with the cullens was not what i had thought it would be, but it still had me giggling through the scene. 
Favorite Quotes: (i may have paraphrased a little)
"the small one is alice, and the tall one who always looks like he's in pain is jasper." --jessica
"money. sex. money. sex. cat." --edward
"is she even italian?" "well, her name's bella, isn't it?" --rosalie and emmett
"i just told you i read minds and you're asking me if something's wrong with you?" --edward

the part with charlie and the gun was funny, too. and mike at the window when bella and charlie were in the diner? sadly, i would expect that from him. 
when billy was trying to talk all ghetto, i was both amused and disturbed.

what i didn't like about it:
the lack of a meadow in the "meadow scene"
edward never old bella carlisle's story
edward's room was nothing like i had imagined it
bella's heart didn't stop/the monitor didn't go haywire when edward kissed her at the hospital

all in all, it totally pawned all, it kicked some serious butt, and if you haven't seen it yet, you absolutely, positively, +1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000% should go see it (but read the book first!!!)
no worrys, chanelly, we're definitely gonna have a twilight night @ my house when it comes out on DVD)

movies that the previews have inspired me to go see when they come out:
knowing (i don't like "the-world's-going-to-end, doomsday movies, but it looks pretty cool)
confessions of a shopaholic (looks pretty funny)
bride wars (it reminds me of nikki and i (not the fighting parts, the bffl parts) and it looks kinda funny)
fired up (i dislike snobby, stuck-up, "look at me i'm better than you" cheerleaders, but this movie looks like it could make me laugh)
cya laterz!
Peace and Hufflemuffins
CJ

Saturday, November 22, 2008

The Things I Would Do to Keep You Safe

hey peoplez wassup??????????????? i kno, i kno, i haven't been on in AGES, but between math, humanities, film, art, music, debate, the TORTURE known as spanish class and studying for the biology regents (no i am NOT a freshman, i am in the 7TH GRADE, mind you), i haven't had time to do much fanfic, or any pleasure writing, for that matter. 

but, i FINALLY found the time to write, so now i am making time to post.
this chapter is dedicated to the Twilight movie, which TOTALLY PAWNED!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!
Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer, i am just one of her many fans. oh wells... *snifflesniffle*
(Warning: this chapter DOES contain SOME romance, so make sure your little brothers/sisters/parents aren't rading over your shoulder throughout this chapter.)
(Other Warning: i have never been kissed before in my 12 years on this earth, so i don't know exactly what it feels like, so i apologize for any mistakes as far as THAT part of the chapter goes)
   That night I woke up in the forest. I wasn’t any part of the woods I had seen before. My first thought was Where am I? Then, What am I doing here? You know, the usual Girl-In-Distress thoughts. Almost immediately it registered in my mind that Onyx wasn’t with me. He would never leave me on my own of his own will, where was he? My body and mind went into overdrive as it registered that something must have happened to him.

            A bellowing scream confirmed my fear. Onyx. In pain. My brain disconnected from my body as I stumbled through the trees, desperately searching for him. I ran through the woods, pushing past the branches and bushes as I barreled my way forward. Where was he?

            I followed his cries of anguish through the forest, letting them lead me to him. “Onyx! Onyx!” I screeched, tripping over everything in my attempt to reach him faster.

            I found him in the middle of a clearing, writhing in pain. It was the exact same clearing as my dream. How much more of it would become a reality?

            I wrapped my arms around Onyx as his body shook violently. I couldn’t detect any immediate danger. What was hurting him that I couldn’t see?

            Onyx’s body was slick with sweat, tears running down his cheeks. “CJ…leave…now…” he gasped. I tightened my hold on him. I knew he could easily break free from my grip, but I didn’t care.

            “No chance, Onyx. What happened? Where are we?” he didn’t get the chance to answer. Out of the darkness appeared two cold ones, porcelain skin shimmering in the moonlight.  Chelsea and Jane.

            “You thought you could get away with ruining my existence, didn’t you?” Chelsea sneered. Ruin her existence? What was she talking about?

            “I don’t know what you mean,” I replied.

            She grinned menacingly. “Right. You’re completely clueless. You have no idea whatsoever.” She stepped forward. Onyx stood and started phasing. He could take them both easily. They were not trained to fight.

            My hopes were flattened the moment Jane stepped into the light. “NO!” I screamed as Onyx fell to the ground, howling. He phased back to a human, and Jane stopped. I ran to him, stroked his unnaturally hot skin as he took a deep, shuddering breath. “What did I ever do to you?” I asked.

            “The Volturi is my reason for existing,” Chelsea hissed. “Without it, I am nothing. If you think you can just waltz in and knock me to the bottom, you’ve got another thing coming.” Jane took another step forward, and Onyx fell to the ground.

            “Please stop,” I sobbed, holding him to me as he thrashed in my arms.

            “I’m not stopping until you’re gone, along with Aro’s plans of making you his.”

            Suddenly everything was white-hot. My body was on fire. I couldn’t see, couldn’t think. I heard Onyx’s shouts far away, though I couldn’t understand what he was saying. My thoughts were incoherent as I burned. Everything started to fade away, and I knew I must be in Hell.

            Then the pain subsided. I realized I was not in Hell, though my current position wasn’t far from it. Onyx held me tightly to his chest, rocking me back and forth as I bawled into his shoulder. “I a-already t-told A-Aro no. W-What makes you th-think I want to b-be in the V-Volturi?”

            Chelsea snorted. “Why wouldn’t you want to join the Volturi? Even if you say no now, you’ll change your mind in due time unless something is done about you.”

            I arched my eyebrows. “And by ‘doing something’ you mean…?”

            She grinned contemptuously. Suddenly Onyx’s body began so shake violently. Jane was torturing him, with no intention of stopping. They weren’t going to kill me, they were going to kill my love, and all I could do was sit back and watch.

            I wanted to save him with all my heart, but I had no clue as to what I could do. My power was no use to me. Jane could get into Onyx’s head, and I could not.

            Unless… maybe I could.

            Onyx was on his back, lurching vigorously. I placed my knees on either side of his waist and grabbed his shoulders. I stared at him intensely as I tried with all of my metal strength to break the barrier Jane had created around Onyx’s mind.

            Onyx! It’s me, CJ! Listen to me! His jerking slowed slightly. None of the pain is real; it’s all in your head!!!! Jane is just messing with your mind you know that!!!!! Hopefully, if I could get into Onyx’s head using telepathy, Jane’s power would stop affecting him.

            I could fell his body relax slightly beneath me, but I could tell he still didn’t have total control of his body. I spared a glance at Jane. Her brow was furrowed in concentration. She wasn’t going to release control of Onyx’s mind of she could help it.

            I had to top her, however I could. I just had to get Onyx’s mind off of Jane. But how? How?

            I tightened my grip on his shoulders and lowered my head. Before I could change my mind, I lowered my head, and moved my lips to his.

            I had never felt an emotion like this ever before. Onyx’s lips were warm and soft and very, very gentle. His reaction was almost instantaneous, as if he had been waiting for me to kiss him. As I slid my hands to knot them into his hair, his arms rose to wrap around my waist. He had control of his body again, and all it took was a kiss from me. Flattering, no? Yes.

            It was a perfect moment, and I never wanted to let go of it.

            But, of course, all good things must come to an end.

            So fast I didn’t even see her move, Chelsea was running to our side of the clearing. With a shriek of rage, she extended her leg into my side, sending me flying into a tree trunk. I felt a few ribs crack, and I think I may have broken a leg, but I didn’t really notice. All I cared about was Onyx, who quickly morphed into his wolf form. Yes! Yes! Yes! I thought. I couldn’t say much of anything, as my heart had leaped into my throat.

            I tried not to look as Onyx tore Chelsea to shreds. Matches! I thought franticly. I need matches! As much as it repulsed me, we had to burn Chelsea’s remains before she could reassemble herself.

            Suddenly Jane, whom I had momentarily forgotten, leaped over to me. She ripped some branches from a nearby tree, and in mere seconds a fire was blazing, burning Chelsea’s… remains.

            I stared in wonder, mouth agape, as Jane moved over to me. A growl from Onyx slowed her down for a second, but she brushed it off with a “Calm down, dog. I’m on your side.” As she said this, she skimmed her fingers over my leg. “Hmm… it seems to be a clean break,” she murmured, and with a click, she moved my bone back into place. I sighed with relief. It still hurt like H-E-double toothpicks, but it definitely felt a lot better than it had before.

            “I’m afraid that’s all I can do for your leg,” she told me with… was it regret?... in her voice. “But… I believe you can do a lot more, if my knowledge of your ability is correct.”

            “Oh, right!” I nodded. How could I have forgotten? I used my telekinesis to quickly heal my broken bones. By this time Onyx had phased back to his human form. I tried to distract myself from the fact that his clothing was strewn about us in shreds by recalling the feeling of his lips on mine. His eyes were filled with both relief and concern as he bent over me. He took me in his arms and held me tight against his chest.

            He adjusted me so we were both facing Jane. “First, you torture us both. Then, you help us kill Chelsea. What is your deal?” Onyx questioned.

            Jane shook her head slowly. “I know it looks like I’m having massive mood swings, but the truth is, I was under Chelsea’s influence. She used her power to get me to want to help her kill you two. But once she was ripped up, I regained control of myself. I know what she did, or tried to do, to you guys was wrong, and so I had to help you destroy her.”

            That made sense, in a way. But we would have to check with Edward and Aro to be certain. Oh, man! The Volturi! How could I have forgotten? Somehow I didn’t think they would be pleased with the fact that we had just killed a member of their guard.

            “You don’t think Aro will be too upset, seeing the circumstances, do you?” I asked Onyx anxiously. He shook his head.

            “I doubt it. But in case he is…” he grinned and flexed his biceps. I rolled my eyes and playfully slapped his arm.

            “You are such a fathead,” I giggled. Wow. Was I seriously flirting with a werewolf in the woods in the middle of the night, moments after nearly being killed by a vampire? Oh, the irony.

            “Okay, you guys, let’s get back to the Cullens’ place. The rest of the Volturi will probably be there by now, so we can straighten all of this out.” Oh, right. Jane was still here. I guess I just got lost in Onyx’s eyes. His gorgeous, warm, chocolate eyes… oops.